From Trash To Table


Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): thanks for showing me Pag Pag cuisine
Lori Novo: lol baby
Lori Novo: anytime my love
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): cooking with Sprite
Lori Novo: I could never eat that
Lori Novo: you know I get grossed out very easily
Lori Novo: but we need to understand
Lori Novo: this is very very poor people
Lori Novo: some are even completely homeless
Lori Novo: so this might be one way of getting somehow a "decent" meal
Lori Novo: rather than just eating straight out of the trash bags
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): yeah they have found a way to survive


And here's the very interesting video we are talking about.
It is about an admirable woman who found a way to provide for her children despite the poverty
surrounding them. Hope you enjoy!





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I'm Talking To You


"And when you've taken down your guard
If I could change your mind
I'd really love to break your heart
I'd really love to break your heart

Shout
Shout
Let it all out
These are the things I can do without
(I'd really love to break your heart) come on
I'm talking to you
Come on..."




Barely making it up the hill on that chill and rainy day, their yellow beat-up car finally returned home.
No parade or welcome committee was waiting for them. Not a single soul was in sight.
It was obvious that they had not been missed. Even safe to say that they were not even noticed to have
been gone in the first place. How tragic!


She stopped the car and they both looked around hoping it was all a joke. You know how people tend to
be funny sometimes. For sure they will all pop out from behind the trees to surprise
them with a warm welcome. But minutes passed, too many minutes to be honest and suddenly it hit her,
the realization, colder than the heavy rain that was falling on them provoking their bodies to
shiver, it was no joke, they had been forgotten! They had simply faded away in the time they had been
gone. Forgotten like those bills that need to get paid, forgotten like a bad poem you had to learn
in your high school days. Simply and absolutely forgotten without leaving a trace that they ever
existed. Tragic indeed.

Oh well, it could be worse!


"Come Sunny, let's go for a walk."

As they both walked under the rain their bodies continued to shiver. It was cold and yet, the rain
and chill weather were the perfect combination for a good walk to take with a faithful and loving
companion. Sunny was that to her. She stopped and looked down at him, looking into his eyes.
He was so special to her and for an instant, she thought that the name "Sunny" no longer suited him.
A name must have a special meaning, come from a beautiful memory, or to honor special people.
None applied to her Sunny anymore. "What should I call you now?" she asked as she bent down to
hug him. He licked her cheek as he wagged his tail placing his right paw on her knee.
She continued to embrace him tighter as her mind struggled to find a new and perfect name for him.
But the name "Sunny" continued to appear on top of the list refusing to go away.


"Sunny" it is, my beautiful boy!
And so she decided to rename him "Sunny", again, but with a new origin.
This time, his name came from her heart and it meant the sunshine for her dark days,
sunshine for the sunny days, and all the days in between. His name had been refreshed under the rain.
His name honors now all that is good.


She looked back, just for a split second, just to say goodbye to the past.
While it had been good for her, it had also been hard and cruel sometimes.
She was in mid-transection in her life, just half a step from a new beginning. A point where she
could see with more clarity the achievements she had earned by her actions in the past. 
Sadly not all had made any difference for her or anyone else. What a shame!
Even more sad, many of the archived ones had been fast and temporary, not leaving an enduring beautiful memory.
Was it all done for nothing? She wondered.


She and Sunny continued walking in silence under the rain. She was lost in her head,
struggling with dozens of thoughts and questions that all came simultaneously. She couldn't find answers
to most of the questions or explanations for her thoughts. Truly an utter and brutish tornado of emotions.
Finally, in the distance, behind the curtain of heavy raindrops, she saw the end of the road,
something good for some and bad for others, depending on how you have traveled through life.
For her, it was a good thing... maybe.
Reaching the end of the road, life, an era, and even a moment may cause feelings of regret or satisfaction,
again, it all depends on how you have traveled through life. For her, it mostly caused the need
to go back to the beginning, the early days when everything was new and waiting to be lived.
Thank you life for what is yet to come!

Thanks For Reading. 

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Want To Play a Game of Hide and Clap?

 OUR MOMENTS TOGETHER


Hello Beautiful Second Life!
I've been under the weather and not feeling well for some time now, so I haven't been blogging as I was
so excited to do at the beginning of the month. In the meantime, as you can see, I have been relaxing,
not worrying too much, and just enjoying my husband's company. That is the reason why I've been only posting our moments together for now. Hopefully, soon I'll be up and running around with the help of
my doctor, keeping my fingers crossed. ;)

Today, Steppenwolf surprised me with five horror films he got for us to watch. I know how much
my husband hates these types of movies but he is willing to sacrifice himself in the name of love,
that means the world to me. Thank you baby!

Tonight we made it a movie night and we watched The Conjuring.



"Before there was Amityville, there was Harrisville. Based on a true story, "The Conjuring" tells the
horrifying tale of how world renowned paranormal investigators Ed and Lorraine Warren were called
upon to help a family terrorized by a dark presence in a secluded farmhouse. Forced to confront a
powerful demonic entity, the Warrens find themselves caught in the most terrifying case of their lives."


Lori Novo: hold me baby, I am scared :(((
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): me too :(
Lori Novo: :(((
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): pulls the blanket over my head :(
Lori Novo: pulls it off your head and pulls it over mine :(
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): haha

We sometimes have small, loving disagreements over the movies we watch.

Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): nonsense
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): RI didn't have witches lol
Lori Novo: omg my babyyy, it's just a movie, not a documentary! :P
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): lol

Just relax my love and enjoy the movie!


Here's the true story of The Conjuring.


Naked Toes

 OUR MOMENTS TOGETHER


Lori Novo: what you thinking baby?
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): I'm thinking  about warm seas lapping on our naked toes


First Came Love and Then The Cow

OUR MOMENTS TOGETHER


My Steppenwolf trying to stop me from getting upset over something he said...



Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): im joking here don't be so serious
Lori Novo: I will have a cow if I want to!!!
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): haha
Lori Novo: that is my right!
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): laffs
Lori Novo: :P
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): rofl
Lori Novo: and I will name it Stephanie just so you know
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): you silly thang i love you to death
Lori Novo: muahhhh baby TE AMOOOO

[Slang. : to become very angry, upset, etc. Don't have a cow!


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Crying Eagle Spread Your Wings

OUR MOMENTS TOGETHER


Because some nights are not all smiles and fun...



Lori Novo: baby today I cried and cried
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): why baby??
Lori Novo: my son had already left to work at 5
Lori Novo: and around 6 I began to feel hungry
Lori Novo: so went to the kitchen to fix me something to eat
Lori Novo: the house was all dark except for my bedroom
Lori Novo: so when I turned on the kitchen light
Lori Novo: my eyes for some reason went right away to the chair my mom would always sit on
Lori Novo: that was her favorite spot
Lori Novo: and then I started remembering when my house was so full of loved ones
Lori Novo: my mom
Lori Novo: my daughter
Lori Novo: my brothers and even my sister at one time
Lori Novo: everyone baby everyone
Lori Novo: when all the rooms had lights on and there was no darkness
Lori Novo: sounds coming from every direction, laughs, television, music, conversations
Lori Novo: the house was so alive baby
Lori Novo: a beautiful happy home 
Lori Novo: with so many loved ones there baby
Lori Novo: and I closed my eyes
Lori Novo: I just wanted to feel that way again baby
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): awww
Lori Novo: when my house was happy
Lori Novo: and then it hit me
Lori Novo: everyone is gone
Lori Novo: just my son and I remain here
Lori Novo: now the house is so empty
Lori Novo: so dark
Lori Novo: cold
Lori Novo: and lonely baby
Lori Novo: I missed my mom :(((
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): im sorry baby
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): muazzz


Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): i feel that way sometimes here
Lori Novo: :(((
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): cause my place in Maine had my Mom and Dad and all my
brothers here in summertime
Lori Novo: aww baby :(
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): now its just me and my brother and his wife sometimes
Lori Novo: :((
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): yeah thats life baby
Lori Novo: baby it doesn't matter how old we get
Lori Novo: we're always gonna miss our mothers
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): for sure
Lori Novo: well, for you it's your father too
Lori Novo: I never had one
Lori Novo: so idk how it is to miss a father
Lori Novo: but my mom baby :(((
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): but i say the dead arent absent, they are just invisible
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): you have to convince yourself they are there
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): your mother watches over you
 Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): she wants you to be strong
Lori Novo: sometimes it's so hard to be strong baby
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): i know thats why its called strong
Lori Novo: I need her baby

AI Picture Made in KREA by Lori Novo

Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): well heres a story
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): the other day i heard a loud crying in the tall pines here
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): a high crying  surely only a raptor could make that sound
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): and it was constant and very urgent and complaining almost
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): so i went outside looking to see what was going on
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): it was coming from the pine tree over my dock on the lake
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): so i went there and saw a huge bald eagle perched on a dead branch
about 30 feet in the air
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): but it just swiveled its head and stared at me down below
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): it was making no sound
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): but the screeching was up higher and i had to go around the pine
a bit to see thru the branches
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): it was another eagle that was big and crying at the bald eagle constantly
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): so for a minute i thought it was an argument about territory
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): cause that tree looks out over the lake and its easy for the eagle in
charge to see fish and get a dinner
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): but the bald eagle never moved and the other eagle didn't attack
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): so then i realized
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): the bald eagle was the mother! and the big eagle without the white
feathers was her baby all grown up
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): the immature eagle won't have white feathers for 4 more years
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): but she wanted the mother eagle to feed her
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): but the mother refused, the offspring had to hunt for herself
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): she cried and cried  but the mother did not even shake a wing
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): later after 15 mins the offspring took flight it was huge omg
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): but it flew across the lake back to an area i know is eagle
hunting grounds
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): and the mother stayed in the tree for another 3 hours
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): then she left
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): i thought she was hurt or something but  she wasnt
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): mothers and their children have the closest ties but they still have
 to  change with time
Lori Novo: oh wow baby
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): yes?
Lori Novo: it must have been so beautiful to see the young eagle fly across the lake
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): yes! omg its wings were so broad musta been 10 feet across. that bird had everything necessary to feed itself
Lori Novo: awww
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): muazzz

At The Crossroads


My heart breaks into a million pieces each time.
But I am a warrior, with the strength of a dozen women.
Yet, never heartless to the heart's emotions.


Hardened by the pain, and softened by my love for life.
I continue to walk in the rain.
Finding the beginning of a new chapter
each time I come to a crossroads.
And my story will be a happy or sad one.
Depending on the path I decide to follow.
However, I never know which path is the right one
and that is how I have made so many mistakes.
Costly mistakes that I rather forget
because they make me feel regretful and ashamed.


And I understand there are lessons to be learned
with every encounter, experience, and journey.
But oh how I wish I could retract my steps from some experiences
to avoid the dark skies and endless cruel rains.


But as time passes by, I continue to learn
how to shield myself by building up my walls
higher, much higher, and stronger when necessary.
And I have learned when it is safe to bring those walls
down to let the sunshine in and walk down life's path again.
And that is when a new life begins every time I reach a crossroads.

Thanks For Reading
XOX

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Hide & Seek

 OUR MOMENTS TOGETHER


Tonight, we were feeling playful. ;)



Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): you always so beautiful baby what's your secret?
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): potions or lotions?
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): healthy diet?
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): fashion closet?
Lori Novo: nooo baby, just Step's love
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): muazzz
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): you are a funny thang
Lori Novo: ok, where's my clown nose?
Lori Novo: looking for it
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): no clown nose
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): why dont we go make love?
Lori Novo: yes baby just let me find my nose first
Lori Novo: hold on
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): no baby arrrgh
Lori Novo: loool
Lori Novo: ok ok :P


Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): where shall we make love?
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): you choose
Lori Novo: I don't know baby
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): ok you go hide and I'll find you and jump you
Lori Novo: lol ok close ur eyes and count to 50 :P
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): haha
Lori Novo: are ur eyes closed?
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): yes
Lori Novo: omg babyyy, if ur eyes are closed how can you read this?
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41
Lori Novo: FIND MEEEE! :P
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): im not using the search in SL to find you
[After an hour.]
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): so easy!
[Ok, make that a minute or two before he found me waiting for him with open arms.]
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): yu weren't hiding very hard


Yeah Yeah, sure! :P
Location: Our Home

Stolen Wheels

 OUR MOMENTS TOGETHER


Lori Novo: baby
Lori Novo: would you rather skip a night to watch a game, play games, or come see me?
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): definitely come to see you
Lori Novo: awww baby
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): no question
Lori Novo: muahhhhhhh that's why I love you so much!



Tonight we went dancing to LAS MUCHACHAS CLUB (Moderate)
And as usual, all the women there were super sexy with huge boobs and butts and I was the only
one with everything tiny. Not wanting to feel left out, I put on a huge fur hat so that at least I had
something big on me. :P My Steppenwolf however, loves my tiny everything and doesn't want
me to change a thing. ;)