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Two Souls One Body

CONVERSATIONS WITH MARTIAN


Hello Beautiful World!
Earlier today in the afternoon I had a chance to spend some time with my good friend Martian at
Tempura Island. I had not seen him in two days and honestly, I was missing our chats. Martian is a very
wise man and our chats are always very deep and meaningful. We usually chat every day at Tempura
while we do Tai Chi. Today, our chat was just absolutely interesting as always with the exception
that today we touched a subject that honestly spooked the living hell from both of us.
Let me share with you now parts of our very long conversation...




martian (superengine): from one of the post i read you are scorpio ?
Lori Novo: yes, November 2
Lori Novo: I was born on "Day of the Dead"
martian (superengine): haha :)
martian (superengine): Día de los Muertos
Lori Novo: yes lol :P
martian (superengine): cool way to be born
martian (superengine): the queen of darkness
Lori Novo: yes, I feel idk, like proud when I say it lol
martian (superengine): haha
martian (superengine): thats scorpio .. there is always an attraction towards the dark side
Lori Novo: oh yes, I am attracted to all that
martian (superengine): or a pride in delivering justice in the darkest way possible
Lori Novo: lol
martian (superengine): only natural to punish all those men who treat women badly lol
martian (superengine): im part scorpio.. so i get part of it
Lori Novo: when were you born?
martian (superengine): July 30
martian (superengine): Moon sign is scorpio
Lori Novo: your birthday was just last month
martian (superengine): yeah
martian (superengine): i dont celebrate bdays anymore
Lori Novo: why?
martian (superengine): i got old
Lori Novo: omg dear friend, we don't get old, we just get better like a good wine
martian (superengine): haha very true


martian (superengine): im scared of ghosts
Lori Novo: omg and I looove ghosts
martian (superengine): yeah i thought so lol
martian (superengine): probably you will hunt ghosts for a living
martian (superengine): or talk to them ? get know them
Lori Novo: I do, I have ghosts in my home
martian (superengine): thats scary
martian (superengine): for me. you are probably friends with them
Lori Novo: I live in a very big old house that used to be a small hospital
Lori Novo: they don't bother me
Lori Novo: so when I was 6 months old I got very sick
Lori Novo: and I actually died
Lori Novo: I was pronounced dead
Lori Novo: but then I opened my eyes again
martian (superengine): so do you think the first time you were born is the same soul
when you opened your eyes again
martian (superengine): or its a newer soul the second time
Lori Novo: oh, I never thought of that
Lori Novo: what would you say?
Lori Novo: what do u think?
martian (superengine): a newer soul i think.
martian (superengine): not sure what happened to the first soul
Lori Novo: omg Martian, I really never thought of that, wow
Lori Novo: omg that gives me chills
martian (superengine): maybe that first soul is your fairy god mother that protects
martian (superengine): not sure . its still there with you
martian (superengine): sure its the original owner of your body
Lori Novo: wow Martian, what you just said is so interesting
martian (superengine): it can get complex i think
martian (superengine): not sure if there is an answer
Lori Novo: you got me thinking now :P
martian (superengine): we dont know. yu were born with a soul.
martian (superengine): then you died.
martian (superengine): the soul left or stayed . we dont know
 martian (superengine): then you were born again
martian (superengine): a new soul entered
martian (superengine): we need to think. if you have two souls
Lori Novo: that is the question of the day


martian (superengine): lol. this is all messed up but good to know you have 
a back up soul somewhere
martian (superengine): have you ever felt like you are two people in one ?
Lori Novo: no, but sometimes I feel I get glimpses of a past life
Lori Novo: like something happens and for a split second I see myself in another place
Lori Novo: like very clearly
Lori Novo: and then I come back
martian (superengine): is it past life or current life.
martian (superengine): current life of the other soul
martian (superengine): we assume its from past. it may be its current.. 
you are experiencing the life of your first soul ?
martian (superengine): that means that first soul has found its way to another body
martian (superengine): probably very similar to yours
Lori Novo: this is something I never thought about
martian (superengine): its one explanation for your experiences
martian (superengine): you probably need to listen to your first soul. may be it needs something 
that the other person cant offer
martian (superengine): technically you are partly responsible for it too. that soul carries your signature


martian (superengine): lol. i think im going to get ghost dreams tonite.. thinking about all of this
martian (superengine): well i wasnt planning to ask these questions. it came naturally
Lori Novo: I am glad you did
martian (superengine): same here
martian (superengine): something interesting even i haven't thought about it before
martian (superengine): because of your second birth
Lori Novo: omg Martian, I am remembering something
Lori Novo: when I was a teen
Lori Novo: my mom and I visited one of her friends
Lori Novo: her friend had some guests staying with her at the time
Lori Novo: so I was sitting away from the older people
Lori Novo: and I noticed one of the ladies just staring at me
Lori Novo: to the point that I was feeling uncomfortable
Lori Novo: suddenly she stood up and came to me
Lori Novo: and set by my side and she begins to talk
Lori Novo: and then idk what she asked me, I can't remember
Lori Novo: but I told her I was the firstborn
Lori Novo: she said that I wasn't
Lori Novo: that there was someone before me
Lori Novo: and I kept telling her that no that I was the oldest
Lori Novo: but she insisted that my mother had another one before me
Lori Novo: what if she was referring to my other soul?
martian (superengine): omg.. thats crazy
Lori Novo: omg I have chills right now
Lori Novo: omg Martiann, plz don't be scared of me now
martian (superengine): haha no
martian (superengine): no no. im scaring myself now
martian (superengine): im sure there is some truth to what we discussed
 martian (superengine): i think the whole discussion is about bringing light to yourself
martian (superengine): light to your other life
martian (superengine): im not sure. if the other soul is your twin sister or its half of you
martian (superengine): not sure. a discussion like this usually has a purpose
Lori Novo: it is somehow scary, but very interesting and for some reason I am enjoying it
Lori Novo: even loving it
martian (superengine): yeah same here.. my scorpio side is enjoying the discussion..
and my leo side is like, dude.. its weird. stop it. its scary
Lori Novo: your leo side is telling you to run loool
martian (superengine): nah .. the cat is too curious to run...


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Flowers From The Cemetery


“My dear,
Find what you love and let it kill you.
Let it drain you of your all.
Let it cling onto your back and weigh you down into eventual nothingness.
Let it kill you and let it devour your remains.
For all things will kill you, both slowly and fastly, 
but it’s much better to be killed by a lover.
~ Falsely yours”
― Kinky Friedman



As a child, I was surrounded by those who spoke constantly about La Llorona (The Weeping Woman).



Hola Beautifuls!
I lived in Mexico with my mother and grandmother in a small one-room house
right next to the woods. There was a wired fence that ran for miles and miles alongside the
neighborhood. On one side, were small-humbled houses, and on the other side the woods.
Now, there was a pile of rocks on the other side of the fence across our house. It was believed that
on some nights, the ghost of La Llorona would surface from underneath the rocks and would
walk our streets while she cried. Many claimed to have seen her or at least heard her cries.

For some reason, I never felt scared about what the grown-ups were saying about this ghost
even though all the other children were very fearful that you would rarely see them outside alone
 once it would get dark. The dark never stopped me. I was a brave little girl that even grown-ups
asked for my company when they needed to go out at night.

Now, I had reason to be fearful if I had chosen to be, but I never was.
I can honestly say that I had three encounters with the Llorona as a child. 

One time, my cousins were visiting us and one of them needed to go to the restroom.
Our restroom was outside far away from the house, so I accompany her so she wouldn't go alone.
When we got to the restroom and when I opened the door for her, there was a woman dressed 
all in white standing in there. Her head and face were covered in a
white veil. I shut the door close fast and turned to my cousin. At first, I thought I was the only one that
had seen her, but my cousin was already halfway to the house crying and screaming. For some reason,
I wanted to see if the woman was still there so I opened the door again but she was gone.

On another occasion, what I saw, more like found in an abandoned house in the woods, was a white
long dress that had blood in it. This happened while my mother had taken me and some of my friends to
gather blackberries in the woods and on our way back there was a really bad thunderstorm so we all
ran to the abandoned house. While we waited for the storm to pass, we were looking around and I
saw an old trunk and that's where I found the dress. I remember my mother screaming at me to drop the
dress when she saw me holding it up.

The third one was when I was already asleep one night and in my sleep, I could hear someone crying.
I woke up and I could hear very clearly a woman crying very loudly. But it sounded like when you
scream into an empty barrel, like echoing. She sounded so sad. I woke up my mother but she didn't
hear her, even though I was still hearing her. Her cries went on for a few minutes. After a while, they
started to fade away. The next morning my grandmother also said that she didn't hear her either. By the
afternoon there were rumors from other people that had heard the cries just like I did.

Next, I want to share this Youtube video of La Llorona haunted house at Universal Studios
in Hollywood. Enjoy!

***CAUTION: FLASHING LIGHTS***



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Laurel's Nightmare 2022 ● Alien & Aliens

ROOM ELEVEN


My mommy always said there were no monsters - 
no real ones - 
but there are, aren't there?
-Newt




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If you are a fan of Alien movies, you are in for a real treat with this one.
Hello Beautiful World!
This new room is another one of my favorite ones together with The War Of The Worlds.


YES! I am a huge fan of all alien movies (1979, 1986, 1992, 1997, 2012, 2017), especially the ones
starting Ripley (Sigourney Weaver). She was so badass and I wanted to be just like her. I can
watch these films over and over again and never get tired. They are just that good!

Laurel's alien room has been so perfectly put together that you feel you are in the movie.
Now, for this one, it wasn't just one room but several that I went through to cover the subject. It was
maybe three or four rooms, I really didn't count them. I wonder if this group of rooms counts as one 
or if they each count individually.

This room has been the busiest I've seen when it comes to visitors.
While I was there people kept coming in groups, couples, and friends. I was the only one there alone.
One person even said to me that I was brave before he continued on to the next room.


Now gather around my beautifuls, it is sharing time. ;)

When we first moved to our home, we weren't used to living in a big place. Keep in mind that this new
house was used as a small clinic /hospital back in the 30s and also a residence for a doctor.
The house itself was very big already but with the years it seems they kept adding more rooms
to each side's corners. So to go to some rooms, you need to go through others in order to get there.
The first weeks when we moved in, we would actually get lost and had a hard time finding each other.

It was around the first month we had moved in, one day while I was preparing lunch in the kitchen
and my daughter was with me drawing some pictures with a crayon on the table, I heard my son scream,
he was close to three years old at the time. His screams sounded far away and I couldn't tell exactly
where they were coming from. 

"Mommy Mommy!!!" he kept screaming and it sounded as if he was either hurt or scared.
I kept running from room to room calling him until finally, I found him in the back part of the house in
the laundry room. He was standing in one corner while his eyes were locked on the opposite corner
from him. He was pale as a sheet of paper and seemed terrified. I looked to see what he was seeing but I didn't
see anything at all. I picked him up and he held on so tight to me hiding his small face on my chest.
He kept crying while his little body trembled uncontrollably. I went all the way to the front porch and
sat on a chair while I kept my arms around my baby and then begin to rub his back to calm him down.
He continued to cry and repeatedly kept saying "the boy, the boy".

After a while, still crying, he begin pointing to the church that is across the street and kept telling
me to take him. So I held his hand and my daughter's hand and begin to walk to the church
but the doors were locked so we couldn't go in. Fortunately, behind the church, is a beautiful garden
that is hidden from sight because it is surrounded by a very tall brick fence. Once we were there my son
begin to calm down and soon after he was playing around with his sister. After a while when I noticed
he was okay I called him and sat him on my legs and I softly asked him...

Who did you see in the laundry room?
A boy.
Was this boy big or small?
he was a little boy.
Did this little boy hurt you?
no.
Did he talk to you?
no.
What was the little boy doing?
looking at me.
Did this little boy look nice?
I don't know

and he then jumped off my legs and continued to play.
We returned minutes later and my son seemed to have forgotten about the little boy he saw
because he continued to play happily with his sister.

Later that night when my kids were already asleep I went to the laundry room to look
for the little boy but I didn't see him, still, I said some words loud and clear to him.
It was something like this...
"I don't know why you are still here, maybe this is your home but it is ours now too.
We can all live here together as long as you don't hurt my children or frighten them again."

My son never saw the little boy again.


Time to continue our journey to another mystery room, So excited to see what's on the other side.
But it'll have to wait til tomorrow.

Sweet dreams!!!
Lori Novo

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Laurel's Nightmare 2022 ● Jaws

ROOM TEN


“There's nothing in the sea this fish would fear. Other fish run from bigger things. 
That's their instinct. But this fish doesn't run from anything. He doesn't fear.”
― Peter Benchley, Jaws

Hello Again!
While I am not at all a fan of swamp creatures, I am a huge one of the ocean ones.

Welcome, this is
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Now, this is absolutely a great movie to watch. I for one like anything horror in the sea.
I've watched all four Jaw movies ( 1975, 1978, 1983, and 1987) and loved every single one of them. 

"This time it's personal."
-Jaws: The Revenge


I wish I had something to share with you about a scary experience in the ocean, but I have none.
However, I will share about a time when I visited my aunt Bea.

My aunt and her family lived away in the next town so I wouldn't visit her too often.
I had met one of her right next-door neighbors, a very friendly and sweet older lady that was in a
wheelchair. Every time I would visit my aunt, I would see her neighbor in her wheelchair sitting by a window
where she would always wave at me to say hi. Always with a beautiful smile.

So I had not seen my aunt in about a couple of months so on that Saturday I felt I owed her a visit.
When I arrived at my aunt's, I saw her neighbor as always, sitting in her wheelchair by the window. It
was drizzling so as I got out of my car, I waved at her as I hurried to my aunt's house.

I had a great time with my aunt, I helped her prepare dinner and then had a great time
having dinner with her and her family. After we finished eating we stayed at the table talking when she
suddenly says to me, "Oh did I tell you Marie passed away last Thursday?".
Now, Marie was her right-next neighbor, the lady in the wheelchair. I thought I had heard her wrong
since I had just seen her when I arrived. I asked my aunt what she had said and she told me how
her neighbor had gotten very sick and had died two days later in the hospital due to some complications.
I then told my aunt that I had just seen her neighbor waving hello to me and my aunt totally
freaked out.

When it was time to leave, as I was walking to my car, I turned to look at the neighbor's window to see
if I would see Marie again but the window was dark and she wasn't there. I never saw her again.
Rest in peace dear Marie.

Do you think we have time for another room? Let's see. ;)
Thanks For Reading!
Lori Novo

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Who Are You?

EXPLORING SECOND LIFE


Silence can be loud. Loud enough to hurt your ears. I hear this silence many times in my dreams.
But in a house where ghosts are trapped, the silence will be broken with fainted weeps in the walls.
I also hear those weeps, just not in my dreams, but when I am wide awake...

Who are you? She asked.
Who do you want me to be? He answered.
I can be the end to your suffering. But I can also be the start of it.
I can be the darkness in your nightmares. 
Or the reason your heart paralyzes with fear.
Tell me, who do you want me to be?



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Sim Description
On the hill, hidden behind big trees an old manor appears. Abandoned at first sight,
but then you notice the voices of haunted souls...
Haunted, witches, Halloween, ghosts, spiders, graveyard.


Hello Beautiful World!
There are so many haunted places that I wish I can get to cover before the month is over 
but I need to be realistic and that is that I am running out of time. :(
But...
Does this place seem familiar to you?
It should, this is where Steppenwolf gave me a reading the other day,
you know, about the lovers I have.
Ha, now you do remember. ;)


That day, while I was exploring this location after Steppenwolf left, I was clicking on everything which 
is something I usually do when I am out exploring. That is the only way that sometimes I can discover
secret passages, animations, etc. So before, I used to tell my readers to click on everything every 
time I would share an Exploring Second Life post.

So as I was doing this, I started remembering my diva friend Juvie and I just 
started laughing and couldn't stop. The clicking reminded me of one time that Juvie listened
to my advice about "click on everything" and oh well, it didn't work too well for him.
He was so angry at me but I thought it was so funny and I couldn't stop laughing.

Juve: I was 2 minutes in that house and then that lol
Juve: I don t trust you now with your great places and you say yes you must sit and click everywhere

LOL, I still can't help but laugh. It was just so funny.
If you want to read the whole incident, you will find it HERE together with a picture Juvie took
of himself that day.


So I have been asked if nothing really scares me when it comes to haunted places,
both in Second Life and in real life. First, in Second Life no, NADA at all!
Now, in real life, I honestly am more afraid of a stranger breaking into my home, my ghosts
are harmless. I had people break into my home three times already.
The first time it happened I was terrified. The second time I was mostly annoyed
because what the hell, not again! Now, on the third time, I was furious and seriously ready to
beat up the intruder. Steppenwolf had to calm me down. but after the third time, Steppenwolf replaced
 all the door locks with really good ones and since then, I have felt very safe.


Who are you? She asked.
I am the darkness that follows you at night.
I am the cold that you feel when you turn around.
I am the hand that is taking you away.
I am inside you, hiding in your head.

Thanks For Reading!
Lori Novo

Laurel's Nightmare 2022 ● The Blob & American Wolf

ROOMS SEVEN & EIGHT


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PLOP PLOP PLOP, what you hear is the Blob coming your way. I bet it hit you
so unexpectedly without any warning, but what can I say, we start today with a special, two
rooms for the price of one. BOOOAHAHAHA :P

This movie has PLOP PLOP PLOPPED on our screens three times that I know of.
First back in 1958, then again in 1972, and as if it wasn't already enough, it returned for the third time 
in 1988 still hungry for more. There may be more sequels to this film that I may not know about.

I have seen all three movies already and for me, it is just an okay film. Not much of a fan of this one.
But for those of you that do like it, you can read more about it in The Strange History Of The Blob Movies.


Now leaving room seven and ready to enter the next one.
Are you ready?


Owoooooooo!
Is that my Steppenwolf calling?

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And here again, we have another just an okay movie for me, sorry! :P
Still, both movies in this post I would watch again because they are part of every October's horror
movie marathon and I do not like to skip things when they are part of things that I like.

Today I'll be sharing something that has happened to me a few times this year,
where things just disappear and then will appear again days/weeks later.

For example, one day my reading glasses fell down to the floor by my desk and one of the lenses 
came off. I picked up the broken glasses but the lens that had fallen off was further down my desk 
and I couldn't reach it. I actually saw exactly where it had landed. So I went to get my son so he 
could help me get the lens. But when we got to my desk, the lens was no longer where I had seen it. It
had disappeared somehow. We looked and looked for it for a long time. My son even moved my desk 
and everything around it. But we couldn't find it anywhere so we gave up.

A few days later when I went to my desk to check my emails, I found the lens right next to my
keyboard. I went to my son's room to thank him for finding it but he said he wasn't the one who did.
We both looked at each other and then begin to laugh. We always laugh when unexplainable
 things like this happen. :P


Ahhhh, the sweet taste of fear, just like sugar and pepper but without the sugar, so just the pepper,
and lots of it. :P Let's move on to our next room. Ready or not, here we come!

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