I Can Feel You're There

A Dedication

Fall on Me 

~ A Great Big World & Christina Aguilera (Male Duet Cover) ~

I close my eyes

And I'm seeing you everywhere

I step outside

It's like I'm breathing you in the air

I can feel you're there

Fall on me

With open arms

Fall on me

From where you are

Fall on me

With all your light

With all your light

With all your light

With all your light...

-lyrics

Hello Beautiful World!

I want to dedicate this blog post to my mother who passed away almost six years ago.

My mother's memory lives in me every single minute of every single day.

Her smile and her eyes are always present every time I close my eyes.

Though I dreamt about her often in the past, now it is more often than before.

Last night I had a dream about her...

I was sitting on her favorite chair and I was looking out the window.

The trees were moving with the wind and the birds were singing. It was a beautiful sunny day.

Suddenly, I realized that I had not heard from my mother in two weeks. No phone calls, nothing.

I tried calling her but there was no answer. I kept trying repeatedly without any success.

So then I decided to call my brother and asked him if he had talked to her.

But as I am dialing his number I remembered that my mother had already passed away

and I began to cry.

I was so sad like you have no idea. My heart was breaking and I couldn't stop crying.

I remain sitting on her chair as I cried. I felt such pain and such sadness.

The day then joined me in my sadness. No longer was the sun shining or the birds singing.

No longer were the trees dancing with the wind. Everything around me turned into sadness.

Then I woke up. I sat on my bed for I don't know how long as my tears kept falling down.

It is a cruel daily realization to know that my mother is gone.

I haven't come to accept it after all these years and I know I should.

Maybe one day I will. Maybe I'll never will.

Today I was going to share with you my dream in the earlier blog post Just Like A Dragonfly.

But as I began to write it I felt that I should make a special post just for my mother, so I changed

the direction of its content. But I didn't want the day to end without writing down my dream because

no matter if they were happy or sad dreams about my mother, I cherish them just the same.

In my dreams, I get to feel her embrace and see her beautiful smile. I get to look into her eyes and see

her love for me. And if the dreams are sad, I get to shed my tears for her, one by one letting her know

how much I love her and miss her.

Thanks for reading my beautiful people!

Much Love,

Lori Novo

❤

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