OUR MOMENTS TOGETHER
Tonight, we spent a beautiful and peaceful time at Tempura Island
remembering our loved ones who now are resting in peace,
celebrating Christmas in heaven among the angels.
This will be our Ben's first Christmas in heaven.
Ben was my Steppenwolf's brother who left us this November 2nd.
And so my Steppenwolf shared with me one of his dreams while we were there...
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): i dreamt i was back in my childhood home
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): on the second floor where we brothers had our two bedrooms
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): and for some reason I was looking to repair the place
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): it was a wreck
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): the windows had been boarded up but the plywood had come loose
so leaves had blown in
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): then our childhood bathroom was wrecked too and the flooring
was all mismatched linoleum
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): so i was f*ck this the place is hopeless
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): but then i figured i could just carpet it all and make it nice
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): but suddenly i was thinking the rooms were so small
and the house tiny and empty
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): and i realized a truth : we dont live in a space or a house per see
we live there with emotions
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): the people who lived there my father and mother my grandma
were like huge luminous beings who filled the space for us
Lori Novo: awww baby
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): when they gone the place is like nothing
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): it was like that with Ben's place too a dump but because he
was trying to live it was more than just a place
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): so i grew to like it and when he passed away it was slowly emptied
out of emotions and sank back to being a dump
Lori Novo: aww baby :((
Lori Novo: that sounds so sad
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): yeah a little baby
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): but not completely
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): just think your mom is so huge in your consciousness
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): like my father and mother and my brothers
they don't really disappear they become luminous in our minds
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): the live in huge rooms in our heads
Lori Novo: :)))
Lori Novo: te amo baby
Steppenwolf (steppen.crescendo): muazzz
Sending a big shout-out to ZERO (surrendertome) whom I noticed sitting on the bridge with his date. :P
Credits On Me
DOUX - Alaska Hairstyle ● [Renna] Long Liner ● KUNGLERS - Rosa Set ● MAJESTY - Fluffy Headphones [black]
GASET - CIAN GALA DRESS ● Model & Photographer: Lori Novo
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