Cu - Cu

SIXTY LINDEN WEEKEND
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My Pick for this weekend
PurpleMoon Creation's
Designer's Choice #152
Includes
Faye Maxi Skirt,  Malena Top and Majestic Necklace

What Else Am I wearing?
Hair ~ Hollana Cupcake (Fades) ~ Truth
Skin ~ Elle Dark SK 19 ~ Belleza
Eye Liner ~ Hippie ~ LpD
Earrings and Nails ~ Part of Agony Oro Outfit ~ Elacore

YouTube Video ~ Camila Duarte

Location ~ River of Life

Pose Photo #1 ~ Di's Opera

Pose Photo #2 ~ Purple Poses

Pose Photo #3 ~ Del May

My hand stretched out to him, waiting to feel his touch, even if it was just for I second. My eyes looked into his, wanting to take a look into his soul, searching for the slightest sign of acknowledgement.  He remained still, like a block of ice, no sign of any emotion and all he managed to say was, 'You turned out to be a beautiful woman, but I don't have time for this. I am not interested and there is no room for you in my life.",  and then he walked away. I stood there in the cold hall feeling his rejection as if all the weight of the world sat on my heart and my tears started rolling down uncontrollably with sobs that echoed in the lonely long hall.

Those were the first and only words my father ever said to me in my whole life. 

Yesterday my mother and I went out to eat lunch and this song from Mana started to play, El Reloj Cu-Cu. This song has always made me cry because it reminds me of the father that I never knew and my mother's suffering by his abandonment when she was still carrying me in her womb. Not once has my mother spoken bad words about him to me. He remained her greatest and only true love til this day.

We sat there at the restaurant, quiet and with teary eyes while the song played. Our laughter had silenced and both lost in our own memories about this man...

Still... I love my father and my blessings go out to him.